When anger is not expressed, when there is no such option in internal systems (and this can happen for various reasons – childhood prohibitions, self-prohibitions from past lives, ancestral or egregorial programs), it means that there is no option to create to the fullest extent. There is no such neural connection – to express disagreement. There is no neural connection to manifest one’s will.
Because anger, aggression is a conversation with reality on equal terms. As a creator with a creator. And if you don’t have this option, then your life, your creation, is powerless – quiet, comfortable, “right”. Because expressing anger means changing reality, telling it that you want something different. That you want to create from your authenticity.
I have discovered a lack of such a neural connection in myself. I have learned to create quietly, comfortably, and pleasantly for everyone. To accept what is. I have professionally learned to store my anger in my body and even lull it.
All this life.
And almost all lives before this.
But now my dragon is with me.
I will no longer hide you.
I’m sorry for not letting you show your power, your fire.
Now you can declare yourself in full force.
I am you, and you are me.
Speak up!