Client N:
– I am often very categorical, sometimes strong emotions are involved in this, I don’t like it. Right now I feel a scratch in my throat.
– What does it look like?
This machine gunner sits in a trench and shoots at everything in sight through a narrow window in the wall.
Let’s get rid of this image. And please, become it.
Talking to the machine gunner:
What are you doing for N.?
I defend her from invasion. Everyone wants to invade her fortress and destroy it, so I defend her. I attack everyone indiscriminately, especially those who come close. They are all dangerous!
But I’m so tired. Tired… Crying.
Client N: It looks like a machine gunner, but I can see that a piece of a very beautiful magical dress is sticking out from under his coat.
Crying.
This is me, this is my dress, but I’m pretending to be a military man to defend myself! I’m so tired of this!
This is my stubbornness and aggression, especially towards those close to me, and the rush, because I have to run around the fortress 360 degrees and control the enemies. Sometimes even my hands shake, and it’s because they’re tired from the machine gun…
And my dress – I know it. There is all my femininity… I just hide it from everyone and from myself, under a man’s coat…